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Last week I got the 3rd, so I want to take 1st this week[笑う]
18
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When you try to become someone you want to be, you’ll most likely end up wanting to be someone of high social conformity. There might be some room for doubt whether it’s someone you truly want to be. I think it is just the result of social education that manipulates individuals to be like that as constituents of society.
11ゆく
During the following week, I tried to restrain myself from heavy meals and my stomach was getting better. However, last weekend, a friend of my wife came to my house and we had a drink together. I drank too much. I suffered a terrible hangover for next two days.
During this week, I continued light meals. However, yesterday I was dying to eat tsukemen and ate it for lunch. It was good, but the consequences followed as expected.
611ゆく
The objects of ownership generally include artificial things, part of nature, and living beings such as animals and humans.
The ownership entails the procedure through which it comes to be recognizable and authorized. Something comes to be under ownership of someone through the exchange of things and money between a former owner and a new one. When it comes to the objects that have distinct borders from others, it is easy to identify who owns them. However, when it comes to something like a piece of land and a person, the borders often become blurry, and the concept itself becomes abstract and elusive.
Analytically observed, ownership is based on the recognition made by separating an object from the whole. It is inherently for the purpose of convenience. Doing so and labeling a specific part of the whole with a name, the recognition of it is formed and then the ownership.
29ゆく
My wife took them to a clinic the other day, and they were diagnosed with a cold as usual. The thing is the doctor is alway not assertive when it comes to diagnosis. He just sees inside the mouth and casually says it’s probably a cold unless a patient has severe symptoms.
Anyway, I feel like I’m the one who is currently fighting against the wave of cold in my family. When I felt something weird, I immediately went to a clinic. He just repeated the same ritual of proclaiming it’s probably a cold and prescribed a bunch of different medicines. However, in retrospect, it was probably a hasty move for me to go to a clinic at that point.
I just have slightly sore throat, but I’m trying to get better so hard that I decided to be on futon all the day today. Hopefully this can work.
29
しろくろ
One day, I had to convey some real important things to my wife. I looked for true words that would perfectly fit the situation. I didn’t know why I reached that conclusion but I chose to let this guy take over the expression of my deep feelings.
He was eloquent enough to make himself understood as always. But at the same time, it was really weird I suddenly started switching my language, just to make myself understood.
Why did I let him take the wheel?
I’ve come to believe in one hypothesis: there was a lack of a beautiful vocabulary of love. Throughout my entire childhood, I never saw or heard my parents expressing their love to each other. So, perhaps my dictionary just have missed those pages.
I lacked not only the proper words for my true feelings, but also the opportunities to strengthen the immunity needed to expose them to the rainstorms.
Probably this guy was crafted as a compensation for that loss, unconsciously protecting my nervous everyday self from brutal rejection.
So that explains his f***ing spicy flavor? Huh, fair enough.
But another mystery is unfolding right now. Since starting Gravity, surrounded by the goodness of beautiful people, my everyday self is gradually gaining the ability to express my real feelings. Yo, I never imagined that would happen to me.
Hallelujah, I’m definitely embracing the discovery of my new self.
28ゆく
I think Stranger Things has been one of my family favorite series all the time since its first season. I don’t remember when the first season was released exactly. Maybe that was before 2018 when my sons were still quite little. The series brings back a lot of memories of our family time when we together binged episodes day and night.
It’s sad to see such a great show come to an end, but every story has to have an end.
The characters of the show, who were all early adolescents at first, must have fully grown up and become adults. In the previous episode, they didn’t look like the age the characters were supposed to be: Their bodies were no longer of kids. I miss naughty kids making so much drama in the show. I wonder how they look like in the final season.
I’ll be binging the episodes over this weekend.
8ゆく
I feel like it’s become harder for me to get over a cold as I become older. This time around, it took me more than a week to get well. Actually, I still have some weird feeling in my throat, but it’s wearing off and I feel much better.
Sometimes, when you are on the train, for instance, you might feel the strong necessity to relieve yourself. It’s almost impossible to control the call of nature from your body. However, it also the fact that we are under a binding social norm and a sense of shame by which we have to suppress that urge no matter what. That’s what I’m doing right now, namely, holding my urine, while speculating on why we are not free from these kinds of constraints. Humans are cursed.
8ゆく
【この惑星で楽しみたいこと】
I’d like to get my motivation to learn English back
【最近のマイブーム】
Reading English versions of Japanese novels
7ゆく
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ゆく
When you try to become someone you want to be, you’ll most likely end up wanting to be someone of high social conformity. There might be some room for doubt whether it’s someone you truly want to be. I think it is just the result of social education that manipulates individuals to be like that as constituents of society.
11ゆく
6
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219
ひろ
1ゆく
[Logline] A middle-aged man, with a chronic back pain, notices a small green smear on his back that transforms into an unknown creature, which, following a series of entangled events, will evolve into a threat to the survival of the entire human race. [Dramatic question] Can humans find the answer to the mystery of unknown creatures and survive despite all the predicaments?
[Character profiles]
Name: Tanaka Kensuke Sex: male Age:46 Appearance: Height 175cm Slender, thin hair, pale, dainty, poorly dressed, looks tired Character: quiet, soft, shy, timid, don’t-rock-the-boat attitude, doesn’t have many friends Job: sales representative He looks like a usual middle aged person. The first victim of the parasitic creature. He started having a back pain about three months earlier before he died.
Name: Goto Kenichi Sex: male Age: 35 Appearance: Height 160cm Well built, trying to look smart, sweaty. Wears a shirt and jacket all the time. Character: friendly, talkative, tanned skin, curious Job: journalist working for a local news paper. He came across the video of Kensuke filming his own condition after he found himself being infested by the unknown creature, and will start investigating it.
Name: Ito Jun Sex: female Age: 21 Appearance: Height 160cm Slender, long and narrow eyes, short bob Character: competitive, stubborn, strong-minded Job: undergraduate majoring in biogenetics She ends up working with Kenichi on the investigation of the unknown creature cases by tapping into her knowledge on biogenetics and the connection with other scientists.
Unknown creatures Sex:unknown Age:unknown Appearance: The body shape is similar to a mantis, with a light green color, but much larger than a usual one(30 cm long, maybe). Their eggs are spawn in human bodies in an unknown way. During the juvenile period, they grow inside human bodies while being fed with human flesh. Namely, they are parasitic in humans. When coming to the adult stage, they come out from the human bodies, digging a hole, which leads to a fatal injury for the victims, if multiple individuals inhabit at the same time. The creature’s reproduction cycle is very fast. Only a couple of weeks takes them to grow from an egg to an adult, and they will spawn eggs to other humans. Their propagation spreads like the infection of a virus in a way that resembles a pandemic.
25ゆく
Read books in Japanese, finish at least one within the year.
Read books in English, finish at least five within the year.
Sell stocks that I’ve kept and rebuy some new ones.
Explore new skills for me to learn over the next five years.
Start off and establish a writing practice habit.
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5しろくろ
It was a transition, like being in a cocoon. Almost suffocating. I became obsessed with a thin strip of sunlight slipping through a crack in that tiny shell. I called it hope. I called it a future.
And now, as 2025 ends, I’m choosing to tear through that old skin and step into the wild with nothing but my own wings.
Why?
Just to breathe fresh air. Just to feel alive on my own terms, with my own freedom and responsibility.
That’s what I want more than anything now.
Good fcking bye, 2025.
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