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I should’ve been safe—we were in the shallows, laughing moments before. Yet there I was, drowning, while he watched. The same person who later dragged me back to shore, the one I’d avoided ever since. Not out of hatred, but something more unsettling—an inexplicable revulsion, as if his presence disrupted some invisible order. How cruel, to be witnessed in such vulnerability by eyes that held no kindness. It’s been so long since that memory. Why now?

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You say you want to be kind, but perhaps the supreme kindness that can be desired is brought about by eugenics. European kindness, it is a history of defeat in the opposite direction of brutal eugenics. Eugenics, too, has apparently been defeated. And eugenics survived by offering humans the grace of resignation. Is it easier for people to live with resignation? If tragedy can be avoided, suicide is far less likely. Many heroes in history have accepted decisive defeat and chosen suicide. They did not choose to prolong their lives with gentle resignation. The weak try to survive, even if it means abandoning the possibility of joy to come. Even suicide is unconsciously regarded today as an extension of life. Where is the seemingly eternal passion that captured our hearts one day in some land? Where has it gone? The world has rapidly become a frozen place. For each and every soul, I mean.
