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All I can do is sigh
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I didn’t know what to do with my life, I was wondering aimlessly into places that would get me in trouble and got involved with lots of parties with adults, I remember being invited to a barbecue and was offered alcohol, I was my first time drinking. 17-19 years old I just went to parties after parties and clubs, for my age I looked a little bit older so go in and get to order drinks without getting caught
Now looking back it’s sad a how desperate I was to look for some place I belonged, dated someone who was older than me drinking and smoking in places I could get in trouble, not telling my mother anything about the places I went, going home late smelling like alcohol
I didn’t really understand how depressed and lonely I was until I realized that being around so many people who had different worlds I was never going to feel like I belonged anywhere
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