My abusive mother You destroyed my teen age life and turned it into suffer. You don’t deserve to be called a mother but a criminal or abuser. I made an effort somehow but ended up staying in the room whole day. I’m late 20’s with a few connections feeling detached and psychosis. Although I know loneliness makes my mental stability worse and worse and destroy my brain cells, nothing can be done.I want to feel connected.Someone might say I’m selective that’s why I feel lonely.Yes, that’s correct. I can’t be a friend with most of people. My sentence is disorganized, I know What I want to tell you is that you, reading this post, should the most care about someone you truly feel connected. Don’t be like me.