There are so many things I want them to be done.So much more things I should do or need to be challenged.But my BRAIN won’t let me.It’s a bullshit torture.I feel like I’m a left over food on a plate.All I want is a normal life.All I wish is to smile even just once in a day.Have pleasure for getting done something I wish them to be.I know I’m different than the others. But that’s not the problem. I even like myself being different.Life Sucks.
